Where my story begins
I was not yet two when my younger brother was born with transposition of the major vessels. It was 1972, and he was among the early generation of newborns receiving open-heart surgery. I have almost no memories of my early childhood, a time of immense stress for my parents as they managed his care. My brother and I were very close. When he died at 22, he had lived a long time considering the treatment available to him. Facing my own limitations, his illness and later his death led me towards a life of faith.
A faith centred on quiet
Looking back, I believe that early stress shaped how I experienced everyday life. It often felt as though my background level of stress was already high, leaving little room before I became overwhelmed. During seminary, I came to understand my temperament and my interest in church leadership in the context of a journey through trauma. My life of faith centres more on calming and quieting myself than on emotionally charged experiences.
A new world in Japan
I moved to Japan at 26, not long after my brother’s death. Perhaps that, too, was part of this journey. Japan was a new world, and I enjoyed learning here. Through the JET Programme, I taught on Ikitsuki Island from 1996 to 1998. Known for its history of Hidden Christianity, the area around Hirado and Ikitsuki felt meaningful to me in light of my Dutch heritage and Christian faith. This was before the internet and smartphones of today. Those memories are among my most treasured. I have not returned since 2001, and the area has been affected by depopulation.
Continuing to learn and serve
I studied history at Calvin University in Michigan and earned my Master of Divinity at Covenant Seminary in Missouri. I have continued with shorter programmes in language and theology. I am rostered with Lutheran Congregations in Mission for Christ and associated with the EPIC Network in Nagoya, which has strong ties to the Free Church of Norway. I also belong to the Japan Evangelical Lutheran Church and worship at Kozoji Lutheran Church, which is led by a Japanese pastor. An Indonesian pastor lives in the parsonage and offers local and online pastoral care to Indonesian Christians working in care. I look forward to sharing a journey of growth and well-being with you.